Life in Aestheticism~

2012-01-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

the moment when he said

"tak semestinya pakai tudung baik kan? tak semestinya you tak pakai tudung sampai bila-bila kan? tak semestinya pakai tudung boleh terus masuk syurga kan? sekarang tak de orang yg perfect"

i will try to change, but i'm not ready now :(

i'm sorry.

2012

2012-01-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

happy new year :3

many thing happen during i left this blog not updated

i'm in sem 4 now and had been busy these past few days :/

well, this is the latest one

♥ mio amore ♥ :3

had been living moderate and happy life :)

lots of love

2011-08-15T16:44:00.003+08:00

i miss my dude. we always hang out together.
now.. we dont have that kind of thing anymore
why?? it's a damn long story.

i miss you guys :(
sam acap iq

why do people bring up the past?
cause they're so fucking jerk and jealous
and of course 'stupid'
they were born stupid enough to make people miserable

2011-07-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

everybody's a sinner

win-win

2011-07-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

sorry is not winning nor losing
it's just a noble thing
we don't have to be ashamed of being sorry
past is past
let's just move on :)

new faculty

2011-07-13T00:26:00.004+08:00

blok M

officially for QS only :)

we're straight

2011-07-13T00:01:00.004+08:00

my best buddy in uitm

people thought we're lesbian -__-'

bored

2011-07-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

having a delicate life now. :D
except for malas study and tough decision on some matters. duhh

2011-05-19T14:26:00.001+08:00

esok@friday last day lepak
kalau jadi lepak bersama
after this, no more C:
hehehe

2011-05-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

2011-04-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

reset mode
beeepppp~~

i have a lots of good friend but i never appreciate them
sorry :/

2011-03-06T00:23:00.001+08:00

i had an accident yesterday (friday) evening

yes..but i seat on passenger seat

so :) just guess okayh.

i'm speechless after the incident

challenges

2011-02-22T10:52:00.002+08:00

everybody that i knew studying here was planning on moving to peninsular
and that makes me...less friend around here
i also wanted to move to peninsular
but,i have to think the situation around there too

where i have to rent a house and have transportation
i'm so confuse right now
there's still 1 and 1/2 year to go here
and it's quite a long journey though

my father :)

2011-02-04T14:21:00.003+08:00

yeah, it's about my father dahulu bermotor apa tah . tak tahu motor apa dia pakai stylooo.. :D

tengok balik...hurm..
macam mohktar dahari kan? yang football player tu
HAHAHAHHHAH

finding my identity

2011-02-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

i wished that people who knew me to be true

by telling me what they feel about me

-annoying? stupid? slow? daydreamer? snobbish? gossiper?

maybe if you guys tell me

i'll try to change for better

or by doing this makes people go sick even more? -A-

fortune cookie

2011-02-02T00:07:00.007+08:00

29 january 2011

when ida treat us at kopiclub, low yat

then came a lady with a lots of fortune cookie

she gave each to us.

the cookie was so yummy yoo.

then, the paper inside it really is 'into' me

i mean, it really is represent our journey of life

guess what i get??

jyeahh,i had a tough hurdle at my study place :'(

*the paper says "when an obstacle comes in your way, stop crying, and start trying"

i'm sooo lifeless

2011-01-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

can't believe i turned down the offer on joining taking class pictures
maybe i thought of having no memories here will be much at ease
:OO i don't know what else to say
i am not going to regret for not being in the class picture
because..i don't wanted to. :(

it feels like i'm not exist in here
should i be thankful? gahhh..
everything went well before, why does it had to ended like this
it makes my feeling growss much more to be out of here

i feel TRAPPED, CAGED and lifelesss...
like a bird kept in a cage, alone...

2011-01-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

pain...pain pain :'(
only pain but no cure
they said there's no treatment, only a temporary medication
such as pain killer ;(

sakitnyaa migraine
tolong doakan saya sihat yee :')

senior citizens

2011-01-12T14:09:00.002+08:00

yup..
they nag
tell you do's and don'ts
they scream
they yell
they mad
they're outdated
they just not the same like you

yeah.. you hate it
you feel as if only you can have you're own life
you thought of living by yourself would be much better
you hold grudge with them
you despise 'em
you hate being control..

i felt that way too when i was in secondary school
coz i love to hang out with my buddies A LOT!
and came home late
they'll nag me
mad at me
punish me and sorts of things

till now then i realized that they only does that as they love me and care for me
though, studying abroad and far from their eyes can let me do whatever i wanted but i'm not doing it
they trusted me, they knew that i would study and YES! i will hold their trust and not letting them down

i realize this thing when i was on my sem break..and wanted to hang out with my friends
i forgot to tell my dad about it
and i only could text him cause i was terrified of getting scold
eventually, he just end up replying "okay, t care"
and i was like, fuhh..he's not mad as usual. what a luck.
he trusted me :) thank you

*what the hell am i ranting here -___-'

fuhh fuhh fuhh

2011-01-10T17:08:00.003+08:00

you treat me really awful yet ugly!
well,i can treat you the same way either!!
HAH!!

but, you know what??
i chose NOT TO
because, that's just make me the same jerk like you :)
.....

2011-01-07T23:49:00.002+08:00

i love people to pat on my head like a cat
ya know, cat's purrrr when we pat on their head right?
it makes me feel like a small child.. hihi
puurrrrrr...

*the fact is...it is my biggest weaknesses -______________-'

headache

2011-01-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

aiyooo..
i've headache like almost a month now
it struck every minutes day and night
i can't stand it
i don't want to take medication too, cause i'm afraid of getting addicted to it
i didn't tell my mom about it for the reason that i don't want her to be worried about me here
when she ask me wether i'm okay or not on the phone, i'll just keep on saying i'm okay
sorry mama...it's not like i want to lie to you, but i don't want you to be worried

it's time for me to take care of myself
i'm learning to be matured now, even though i really don't understand what's that suppose to mean..

i think...it's migrain again

my brother bear

2011-01-06T09:53:00.001+08:00

yeah, my brother bear (benjamin) miss me
muahahaha...
i miss you more amin
hoping that a miracle happens , so that i can go back home during this Chinese new year
:3
but, i wasn't hoping so..cause i'm afraid of burdening my parents
to buy tickets and think about those stuffs
i'm happy as long as they can contact me and not forgetting me here :)

leaving the lovely homeyh

2011-01-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

kak fiza: nani..gudbye eok takecare..kak fiza x dpt nk jmpa nani td tgk busy je x nk kaco..so bepisah kte skaly lg. sok kak fiza x dpt anta nani jd kak fiza msg je k
me:thanks kak fiza. nanti da sampai sana, rindu pulak x dpt hang out sama2 . hehe
kak fiza:so i will miss u again..da.. gudbye
me:will be missing you too ;')

even sad..
my brothers and father cant come along to send me off :'(

yeah..
i'll always hide my tears from others
i dont wanna be look as fragile
let me be strong in front of others and shed tears to myself
i'm just not that kind of person to share everything

pretending to be smiling
in the end..i'll just crying alone

2010-12-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

yesterdayyyy

went to buy anti-virus
have a haircut and well...i'm not quite confident with the new look
discovered my first GREY HAIR!! daymmmnnnn

today

buy cat food
dentist
buy new luggage
spend more time with my mom
packingggggggggggggggggg >>>>>>>SUCKS!
do my laundry

waiting for new yearr.....

ice skating

2010-12-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

nice :)
walaupun jatuh, tetapi still best
me pejal wany jaja pelat nasir
nabel amin azhar paan

wot syud ai du?

2010-12-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

guess that, things would never be like it used to be even though how hard i try

it ended up to no avail

:( just wished that things could be more like :D than :/ or :B or maybe :o huhh

sigh

2010-12-16T23:53:00.001+08:00

blurppss..

2010-12-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

i've done some thinking these recent days..
honestly, i've been apart from hang out with my friends for many times
and i..somehow..miss it
i want to have it again.
though we can't travel back time and enjoy all of that anymore as the time goes by
before it's too late to have it and remember nothing during old days
and recall no exciting memories and laugh at it back
hehhh....

*my english is complete shit. :<

sober

2010-12-11T20:51:00.001+08:00

movie - canceled
i-city - canceled
take nuar for a walk - canceled

everything goes to nothing . blerkkkhhh ;O

examination result

2010-12-10T22:47:00.004+08:00

thank god, alhamdulillah

i didn't need to repeat any of my paper. fuhhhh~

but my pointer was low, grr...

i want to challenge with that sarawakian girl

she got higher marks from me

well, i ain't gonna make you over me on next sem

watch me!! :)

hang out

2010-12-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

finally..today dapat hang out dgn mat, gaga and wany

it was a blast even though we did nothing, haha

it's been a while since all of us didn't have time together :3

nananannanananannaaa~

2010-12-06T22:48:00.001+08:00

you are nothing without friends

so don't act so bullshit like you can live on your own

same goes to me *i know.

2010-12-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

there's no need a reason to be nice and kind

it just comes naturally if you're sincere

mobile phonee

2010-12-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

mobile phoneeee.
why'd you have to be mean with me today.
awwww... everythings turns out sucks.
daymnnn. you can't be use anymore. i've to get rid of you

currently using nokia with flash light
hihihihahhahahha :D
*it's tough though to send messages. -.-
i'm typing like tortoise and using two hands to type messages.

how..

2010-12-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

when best friend acting cold towards each other

they just don't know how to react

and things just goes on awkwardly

then there's a silence between 'em

...................

2010-11-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

bersama wamy pada hari ini :D

new new new babeyh

2010-11-28T01:33:00.004+08:00

i just got a new lappy
i own it by myself, and i'm proud of it
you can say whatever you wanted cause i never even ask you to read this effing blog of mine
so, i don't even bother a 'thang' from your bloody mouth :)

talking with the shit

2010-11-28T01:19:00.003+08:00

not everything that i desired gets that easily,
i've to work to earn it. *i think i posted this already in the facebook.
maybe you're just didn't aware of it.

not like you,
everything that you ask for from your parents,
just pooff!! gets that instantly. pffftt... :O

it's hard to talk or explain something to you
sometimes i felt like punching you in the face, kick you in the ass, smash your head and so on
you're just hard to understand something right?!
and i'm so fucking furious when you does that stupid not understanding what am i saying even though it is the simplest shit

i know that we've been friends for years
but at least try not to be so dummy
you always ask me the stupidest question
and i'm a lazy-arsehole to explain things over and over again

hihihi

2010-11-23T13:43:00.001+08:00

i just love playing the part of a mean sister
muahahahahha
*evil laugh

i love u benjamin < 3

2010-11-22T00:49:00.004+08:00

muehehehhehhehe
benjamin @ my BIG brother just got back from singapore
guess what??
he bought me a new shoeee
i was so delighted :D
thank youuuu
i had no intention of being stuck-up
just self-flattered once in a while :)

erni- the blower girl

2010-11-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

low self confidence

2010-11-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

.i have decided
.not going to work nor to hang out, full stop.
.this obesity and pimples are so mean.
.i hate chyouu.

14 november 2010

2010-11-16T00:44:00.001+08:00

jimmy pulang ke sabah
tinggal syn ngan aku
ingat syn teman aku tidur kat bilik
tapi, dia pergi clubbin pulak.
ngehh..

11 november 2010

2010-11-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

menghantar alia ke airport
bubye alia
tp saya masih stuck di sarawak. shitto..

saturday, 30th october

2010-10-31T16:45:00.001+08:00

the spring
watching movie and eat
singletsssssssssss..
nothing to write

i'm so dull

HAHHAHAHAHAH

2010-10-27T17:24:00.004+08:00

it was just a misunderstanding
sorry ohh
the post were supposed to be pointed to someone elses
but i felt it was me
so sorry wany ghazali

hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*then again, it is for me.fullstop.

it's just a small matter

2010-10-27T17:07:00.005+08:00

it's just a small matter
can't we deal it on our own
does it have to involve others?
come on, we've been friends for so long
if only this small matter could ripped up our relationship
it is the stupidest reason
why didn't u confront with me at the first place
i would've explained it to you

gossip

2010-10-27T01:04:00.003+08:00

gossip spread real fast
thanks everybodeyh
i'm the bad guy, the jerk, the sucker, the bloody shit, the arsehole

everythings thats fuckingly bad it's all appointed to me

thank you

saya terasa

2010-10-27T00:49:00.004+08:00

sorry for my recent post
as u all can see, a pic of my friend seems to be blur
and i only realized it after read a wall post at d fb
i'm not blurring the picture though
but the fact is that, she's been moving when the picture is captured

kalau da xikhlas 2 xpayah belagak like u're a very very good friend of mine...
hello! boleh carik ramai lagi la kawan yg lagi lagi lagi bagus dari kaw la gile.ok,fact yg u're pretty than me, aku admit yela kaw cantik dan kaw la segale2nye...haa, puas haty kan..ta payah la nk blurkan gamba aku, kalau xnk ade gamba aku, c...kp, aku pon xingin nak take pic dgn kaw..argh..habis kuar CTU yg aku bace sbb menyumpah kat kaw...

sorry for everything
i didn't mean to do it on purpose
and as to correct things out i stole this picture from my other friends
it's up to you guys to think what's best

hey ho hoi

2010-10-26T16:41:00.004+08:00

please do know dat i miss you guys.
<3<3<3<3<3>

-adilla nordin

-wan ameera

-iezreen amyra
-faridah che ibrahim
-ikhwan halim
-ismadi hamidi
-nasirudin
-napbell
-pingky
-hazriq ishak
-faziana faizal
-NZ
-paan

-MY FAMILY

*wany x payah, hahahaa. hari-hari dapat jumpa. sam pun sama x payah

QSD131

2010-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

aaaaa,sakit kepala
pening nye subject ini
QS, kenapa kamu susah jugaaa.
:(

takut fail
i love QS, tp...susah tuk di bawa.

whoaa

2010-10-04T11:09:00.002+08:00

i just viewing my friends' blog and saw the pic of her
well, haven't hang out for a while though
and the other day was just a while

u're pretty.
i wish i could say those words to her by my own
but...heehhhh.
maybe not.

u look astonishingly pretty.
if guys got hook up on u, its just not a weird thing at all.

MC

2010-09-29T03:20:00.002+08:00

on monday, 27th sept 2010
i had gastritis and until now...
it still hurts. :'(
the medicine that doctor gave me doesn't give any effect
still hurt as usual

maybe the medicine is already expired, LOL
=.='

plat kereta

2010-09-16T00:20:00.005+08:00

today i went to shah alam
otw there suddenly the car that i drove was like hitting smthn
wany and i were curious what the hell was that
and i was worried so i pull over and check the tires as we suspect it was it
but its not "it"

we arrive,
then a guard stop us and ask "knape no plat tak de?"
and i was flabbergasted just instantly say "SHIT!!" and looking at wany
and the guard says " balik nanti klu ada roadblock jaga2 ea"
we pull over again and check the plat number was gone
me: kita bukan main igt langgar pebenda, skali plat tercabut. bodo je, HAHHA. *risau. cne ni wany?
wany: haaa, aku pun tatau
me: okay lek lek jela. okay nye. doa jela takde pe jadi nanti.

so the conclusion is plat number tercabut kat highway. hahahhahha

car wash

2010-09-15T12:45:00.005+08:00

kereta dah kotor sangat dah ni

-__-

'______'

2010-09-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

we haven't met for so long
but we only spend time together just a while
we'll be away from each other for so long again.

yesterday,
pretending nothing happens,hurm..
can't say a word though
just nodding and a goodbye like that

saturday 18th would be my last day here
hope we can spend time together for the last time
if you're free, am not hoping though
just the thing that, i'll be back here again on november
it's a long way to go.

perhaps, we can meet at wany's open house for the last time.
cause i am sure that this hols u'll be busy non-stopping
and i am nobody.

will be missing u...best buddy ('____')

home sweet home

2010-09-08T00:05:00.001+08:00

finally i've reached home.
miss my fam so much
went for 'buka' with my friends
spend time doing stuffs.
haihh.

it's good to be home. :)

2010-09-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

pa pa pa pa lau
:)
terima kasih banyak banyak

friends

2010-08-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

they saw me.
classmate: erniiii (wave)
me: hi! :D

then,
wany: :O whoaa,gig ada kawannn
me: laa, x kan la aku sombong sgt smpai tak de sorg kawan kot. classmate aku je pun.
hahahahhaha. ceh.

selamat berpuasa

2010-08-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

yayy, it was 1st of ramadhan which means all of muslim would be fasting
and yeahh, it was my little sister's bithdya too today
yeappy
happy 12th birthday girl

whooooowww !

2010-07-26T11:16:00.003+08:00

for a while ;D
still have long journey to go through
many people to be met
tonnes of experience waiting

missing my friends so much
can't wait for 4th of September 2010
come baby, take me and fly awayyyyyyyyy

vooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooottttttttt

jisss...jisss
*himawari, hahahhahahhah

bored

2010-07-23T16:30:00.002+08:00

fever, flue, cough

caught it yesterday
have it on a nice time, great!
give me some more, hehh.

chill erni. you're strong.
be strong!!
:| i dont know what to say anymore

i was thinking of deleting this blog.
or perhaps, change the link.

enough with the sympathies
i feel stupid.

:D

2010-07-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

i was texting with mat
i kinda attracted to her msg, that makes me go awww

"i rly love u that little by little im copying ur habit and starts to become u"

that thing does happen to me. for a while
but not with the piggy, heee.

:O

2010-07-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

founded my long lost besties
hello dude
i miss you , hee
:D

aaaaaaaarggghh, miss miss miss u

finally

2010-07-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

finally ,i can live in peace
there's no more u piggy piggy
no more hearing u effing-'oinking' to me, HAHAHAHA
the hell with u bastard

finally i said those words to u
shuhhh, no more seeing u after this
i'm here in SARAWAK!! and i'm glad that i'm here
or else u'll be treating me like an animal
u are heartless u know, u SHOULD know
F**k u.

thanks to my buddy
i'm much stronger now than ever
u wanted to be with ur ex-gf so much
take her, i won't be bother :D
not even piece of u anymore
not a little thoughts of u !! haha

yeah, i can deal with it
i can get on with life
no more jerks that i've to not-so-'entertain'-much
ngehheheheh. BODOH!!

updating

2010-07-12T14:07:00.001+08:00

i manage to further my study in UiTM.
thank god, alhamdulillah. :)

hahah.

heyyo

2010-06-22T23:03:00.001+08:00

now i feel LOST.

everything was so FUCKED UP.

i can't handle it on my own. totally lost

thank you, love you. hihihii

2010-06-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

cipodet thanks for everything, hihi. :)

i was hoping you wouldn't read this post.
*blushing. =^__^=

bye

2010-06-19T18:46:00.003+08:00

there's still 7 days left including today before all of you would continue studying.
then it's just me getting left behind.
and i have to face the fact that i'm going to be alone.
yeahh, i admit it. i was jealous and well sad, when all of you were talking about continue studying with excitement.
i had to pretend nothing happen and just to be faker in front of all of you.
fake smile, fake feelings, fake fake fake fake. yeah, turns out everything to be fake.
i'm not trying to gain sympathy by writing here.
just left me , okay. fine, i can deal with it. stop asking where will i continue my study. it hurts me.

and i know that we would be different after met each other again. not close as we used to. and all of you would just talk about hows life in the universities. it makes me wanted to stay away from you guys.

perhaps you'll just tend to forget me.

anyway, good luck guys.

in case you'll ever remember me, i'm not going anywhere. i'm here, left to be the dummy.

work work

2010-06-15T14:07:00.001+08:00

office was cool
but boring. no work. can online, facebook.
sleepy eyes. no friends to chat with. message .

2010-06-07T21:17:00.001+08:00

being wrong non-stop eah.

miahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..-_____________-'

formspring

2010-06-06T15:59:00.001+08:00

oh oh, saya baru buat formspring.
rajin, lawat lah ye. tinggalkan soalan, hee.

link: www.formspring.me/ernigigg

saya sayang kawan saya

2010-05-30T18:23:00.003+08:00

main bowling, lepak
p/s: jgn jealous , HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

erni's day out

2010-05-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

miahahahha, watching movies and eating hot n roll
cool.

selfishness against everything

2010-05-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

hooyeahh.ur so selfish. i wanna tell u but then u would be upset and all fucked up. do the bloody shit face. and i hate to see it and pretend nothing's happening. owh and i also had to persuade you. i never act so selfish with you. but when it comes to you, you're always so selfish and never think about others. you never realized it on your own.

even, when i meet with an accident and hurt. my friend took me to the clinic and pay for the treatment. actually it never was his fault. but he took the responsibility. i don't blame him for anything. and i'm glad that i got a friend like him. if he'd be selfish, he would just get me a bandage and plaster it on my wound.

aargghhh, you're just so fucking bloody arsehole

think think think

2010-05-09T13:07:00.001+08:00

jahat jahat = x gune
baik baik = senang kena pijak
jahat lagak baik = talam 2 muka
baik lagak jahat = bajet

so mana satu?? HAHAA

2010-05-09T13:06:00.000+08:00

can u stop being selfish and think about others for once?

goodbye love < 3< 3

2010-05-03T22:51:00.004+08:00

*take a deep breath* huhh..
okay,lets start.
i was 11 years old, my mom pick me up from extra class in school. it was about 10 p.m.
we went to eat nasi ayam when we saw a little fellow that was surviving himself from hunger. a shine of hope was written in his eyes. we give him some of our food. and that has changed his life forever. we brought him home. he was so dirty when we found him and yet so smelly.

old folks said that if we don't wanna loose him, we had to take him around (more or less rotate) at a same spot for 7 times. so that he wouldn't forget his new home. we put him in the toilet with a basin and a towel. had him a nice bath on the next day. give him a whole lot of food till he burrp.

had u lots of love from us. and u were so comfort in this house till came a new fellow. and u were jealous and had lead ur own life by straying out. we, then, understand hows ur life and we fine with it. u're full of mannerism and respect make us love u more.

i still remember when u had a diarrhea. mama's friend came visit us. and she was so attracted with you. and hold you in her arm.and you accidentally had a spot of shit on her shirt. and was so embarrass. but mama's friend was not angry,she understand that you're sick.

you've grow in just a glimpse of an eye. you're becoming furious, brave, a fighter, respectful, obey in every words, never complaint. but you're just the way you were, dirty, ahah.

7 years goes by. we loved you so much that we don't even care about others so much. every time you came back home, we would be delightful. and had you all the treats we had just for you. even abah could melts his cold heart just by seeing you came back home.

on last Saturday, abah said that u were standing outside of the house, but you didn't come in. you didn't came home till Sunday. we're a bit worried. and on Monday......
you came back,but only half way. in a dreadful way. *breath* and imma bout to cry as i type this thing. i think i could hold until i done post this. back to us. u were found under the cermai tree. with your tummy was bleeding and had a hole. we conclude that u had been bite by the bloody arsehole animal with a fang- DOG!

our heart shattered to pieces. a crystal drop coming passing the cheeks and drops to the ground uncountable.
and i thought how can you loose to bloody animal like that. maybe, you're getting to old and can't fight anymore. they used to bow down to you,but not anymore as you surrender and give them the chance to take u down. and there would be no replacement for you,never. may u rest in your jungowala

you're not just an animal. you're a family. OUR FAMILY.

with lots of love. goodbye STINKY <3<3<3

thank you babe

2010-04-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

actually my recent post was incomplete due to disturbed by someone
owh, after the incident. i forgot to thank you for taking me to the "it"
thanks, i wouldn't blame you for anything. so you just sit back and relax
don't treat me awkwardly pls. =)

THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

i really mean it

my feet

2010-04-22T11:59:00.002+08:00

tisk tisk thissskk...
my feet...it hurts.
i can vividly remember how it happen
but i can't describe it how,and i should keep it to myself though
prenngg prengg BANGG!! eeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttt....dusk.
hehhh.

thank you haz

2010-04-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

thank you haz for making my day great on saturday
hang out with all of friends.
i finally can meet them all.
but not all of them.

missing missing missing u

2010-04-14T21:23:00.004+08:00

faridah adilla wany!!
i miss u guys so much. we don't hang out like we used to back in the days
and it turns out hard to find a time for us to hang
we all had a career now. i love when we were a school kid
when we hang out everyday and laugh out loud
share everything..but now,hurm..

awwww,i really miss those days
even if you guys didn't read this, but at least i knew it myself
and i was hoping you would guys read this
do know, that you guys are my BEST FRIEND FOREVER n I LOVE YOU guys

even though i had new friends, i never forget you all
duhhh, everywhere i go i always remember you guys and hope that i can give you guys some souvenir
sorry if i seldom contact with you all. ='(

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, okay done.
I LOVE YOU GUYS..my best pal.

*owh, i'm kind of sad because we never had a picture of 4 of us together. pffftt...

2010-03-22T18:33:00.002+08:00

u just don't get it do ya?
by solving all that mess, everything would turn out to be the way it was
you're wrong.

i just wished u could erase my memory.
if only i am a robot with 8GB memory card, u can easily format all the memories in it.
but i'm not.

easy for u to say, hurm..

everybody sucks, but it's the way they came over it.
and came out the very best out of the sucks.

maddy!!

2010-03-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

mady, happy 18th birthday!!
sorry wish lambat, hurm.
anyway aku igt jugak kan, haha
LOL, lepas ni mady legally can watch every 18sx movie
you'd be watching non-stopping,hahha
i know it
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

LOL, benci benci benci
i had stomached
go to clinic , check check
i got food poisoning and gastritis

SAKIT!! =___________________=''

grrr..

2010-01-19T20:49:00.003+08:00

hehh..i'm doing an over work!

workaholic shit! i hate it hate it hate it hate it
i had this eye-bag coming out of nowhere suddenly making my face look uglieh fugly
grrr... i hateeeeeeeeee it

i want to have my own life
like my other friends are
i hate u to control me

heh

2010-01-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

suddenly i've remembered zee avi's song
"why am i with u, i pun x tahu"
yes, idk why am i still with u
love struck?? hell no..
i dont have a decision, idk how to make one now

and then, there comes another girl her name is -*tutt* virgin-
says " i love u A. but??"
and i say -fuck u, HAHAHAHAHA *joke*
no heart feeling aitt girl.

i've changed , a lot!!
to be someone much more no manners!!
yes, HAHAHA
i dont like it,but well they just kept on taking advantages on me when i'm being miss nicey nice nice (bajet, XD)
i use foul n harsh words now. hehehaha

cat fight

2009-12-21T09:59:00.001+08:00

i am now stuck with a fight
grrr.... aaaaaa
my friends getting annoyed with the person that mess with me
that bustard is just got a free pas to hell!!
if u mess with me, dont drag my friend in this
i'm so sorry kawan-kawan
truly am...sorry

bowling

2009-12-13T16:30:00.002+08:00

on friday night about 10.45 my sis, im n me went to TS
we want to watch movie but the movie started bit late
she watch zombieland with his bf, XD
im n i watch prince n the frog, HAHA

my sis went watch the movie first
then while waiting, im n i played bowling
it was my first time, and it didn't go so bad.. at least i got so many spare, ;D

n the climax
i want to throw by bowling ball n it ended up falling at the back
BAHAHA, i try to chill the situation by laugh n take the ball n throw it
i was red, there is bapuk next to us just watch me

get back home on 3.30++ am

control freak

2009-12-10T16:26:00.003+08:00

SPM is over..
but what i can do is only sit at home and online,BORED
i can't even hang with my friend
i'm not a KID anymore, please treat me like any other teenagers

u never understand me,
whilst u just say that i never learned!
i've learned alright. what more u want me to learn??
learn to be a scumbag? rude? break the law? wear weird,sexy,stupid attire?

i follow all ur rules, listen every word of u.
can't u give me small freedom to know the world out there?
i know, u'r being protective. somehow, i have to learn to protect myself.
u can't act like this forever~
huh...

2009-12-10T16:22:00.001+08:00

FUCKERS hoi~
ha ha ha

spm!

2009-12-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

spm is so OVER!!

HAHAH,i can do almost everything
but, have to get a job. why? to get money silly!
or else i'd be spending my time out at home doing chores..
and that wouldn't be in my list... XDD

2009-12-05T09:59:00.003+08:00

ok ok that was a lie
i am happy on my birthday!!
ahaha, got free call and am calling everyone

went out late night till 4 somthing
i am a grow up!! aaawwww...i love it

i got 3 in 1 novel book of cecelia ahern from my along
my sis give me slice of cake
my other brother gave me, ehee, seceret.. lol

mady n rynn gave me voicemail
n others wish me from msg
thanx..

haha

17

2009-12-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

im officially 17 now
ohh yayy,great!!
not as happy as i thought i would
it's the same thing over and over again right?!
pffttt...shishh

bistro

2009-11-29T02:51:00.002+08:00

lepak di bistro konon study =.="
tp study skit jugak, hahah

smpi kul 1.45 a.m x silap, lama je
dorg nk tgk bola, channel bistro x de
bahahahhahahha~

gosip2, hoho
shhhhhh....

OHH

2009-11-28T00:35:00.003+08:00

ohh ye, open house di rumah wany slps sembahyang jumaat
sedap~ wany masak

nasi lemak + ayam = sedap la kan, XD
bole bukak kiosk!! gud gud,hoho

and then, g uma paan. urm, mkn apa x tau, haha
sorry~ =.="

tp x dpt g tgk movie ngan dorg pada malam nye - 9.30 p.m
sedih ='(
cte new moon lak uh, grrr...

especially for u faziana md faizal

2009-11-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

happy burpday!!
17
bole amik lesen , hoho
anyway, happy belated bday okeyh??!!
nant ada lesen bawak aku g jenjlan

uhuhu

2009-11-20T15:49:00.001+08:00

i wanna have a lotsof lotsof money!!
money money money come to me meyh
muahahha

2009-11-20T15:40:00.002+08:00

i feel i'm not myself anymore
u making me "not me"
i love being myself
i feel weak being new me
-lemah,lembik,cepat ngalah,and i can't even make a new friends,etc.-
i hate it!! i hate it!! i hate it!!